Aftermath…

ray sha
2 min readOct 5, 2020

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The heart that told our story

And the hearts that heard them.

Blessing it was in every way and still incomplete in the best way.

You to me were as precious as a jewel

Why was I not on the same level?

The best dreams became the worst nightmares;

There were only demons all around.

But was I scared to be around them?

Holding your hand, all of it just vanished.

Walking into the dark forest with you, was easier

Then to meet you amidst some people.

The way you lived differed

The way you loved me differed

You sat close to me and left me wondering about what we would be

Running my fingers through your hair, imagining how long would we flee

Leaves me now to think

You to me were as precious as a jewel

Why was I not on the same level?

That particular day, rain and thunder

With just us getting drenched, no one else to be seen

Broke every bit, broke everything

As it was just a promise you couldn’t keep

Thousands of things to tell,

Yet silence is the only thing I chose.

To have any other feeling, my heart opposes.

I broke a promise too, to save the rest

I let you down, and so did you.

Had to let go of the love that I only had for you

Broke many bonds to save this one,

You to me were as precious as a jewel

Why was I not on the same level?

When I’m with you, you say there’s still hope

And when I’m gone, is the hope shattered too?

Are you an Oasis?

Or is this a mirage too?

The only right thing to do is to heal

Heal separately and far from you.

Two winters passed and I wander around.

Pretending all healed.

A step back easily became a thousand

And a thousand turned into million

Your memories are in the vapor

You to me were as precious as a jewel

Only if I was on the same level?

Always remember to be kind.

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ray sha
ray sha

Written by ray sha

An effort towards making myself happy!

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